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Wit's End? by DioblitaRoja, literature

You, The Paradox by DioblitaRoja, literature

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You, The Paradox

You were in control of the moment, but just as soon as you don't know what's going on or you can't explain away – You denounced it. People saw only what you let them. The Strength The Ambition The Drive and Determination The Risk Taker The Fearless You – The Martyr But she knew the real you The you behind the closed doors and painted masks The fear in your eyes of the unknown The distrust of the ones known to by you as "family" and "friends" You were afraid of someone knowing the real you. You never saw her coming – never would have expected it But there she was, not at the front door where the others stood and looked at you, bu

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Confession of a Girl by DioblitaRoja, literature

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Confession of a Girl

Confession of a Girl I'm just a girl, who's got a boy, and I want another girl. I don't know what to do? Should I tell him about her... about what we've done? He lives in another city and she is moving half the country away. I love him - I don't want to hurt him, but I can't ignore this match that's been struck. I'm looking at things in a new point of view. I'm seeing life through smoke-filled lenses. Everything is so confused. Venturing into a world totally unbeknown me... Would it be worth it? All the stress All the secrets and All the sideways glances? Am I a strong enough woman? Will this be a giving up of something I've k

Ignoring the Unavoidable by DioblitaRoja, literature

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Ignoring the Unavoidable

As I shake my head, I wake from this dream-like state. Dizzy and disorianted - I search and scramble amongst the rubble that was once the wall guarding my heart. How you broke through is still a mystery again. I'm in the midst of something i've always been told was wrong - I cannot pull myself from this newly found comfort... this thing that feels so right. I know that down the road pain will be my companion urging me to rebuild the wall that will again guard this fragile heart. For now I ignore this realization of an ever approaching pain. The compassion and happiness in this newly found intimacy is worth all that is unavoidable...

Before It's Too Late by DioblitaRoja, literature

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Before It's Too Late

1. Surf 2. Go Sky Diving 3. Learn how to drive and eventually buy a chopper! 4. Spend time in Ireland 5. Go to Costa Rica 6. Snowboard 7. Randomly take off to anywhere... Just drive or fly off. 8. Go cliff diving. 9. Get my scuba license 10. Dive in the Caribian 11. Accomplish something that i can be proud to say I did. 12. Open my cafe'/coffee shop 13. Learn to enjoy life!

This Woman's Kiss by DioblitaRoja, literature

Jump by DioblitaRoja, literature

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Jump

I want to jump Out of the airplane of security. I want to reach my terminal velocity. I want to know I will never feel The soberness of loss. I want to know I will never be griped with the reality of despair. I want to feel the adrenaline of being champion Of all obstacles. I am woman. Your pressure will Not weigh me down. I will take your stress To push me further down The way of greatest opposition. You will not hold be back. I am woman. Open the side door. It's time for the skydive.

Against The Grain by DioblitaRoja, literature

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Against The Grain

Out of Nowhere you came and hit me Broadside Without warning Knocked me from the concourse Of the mainstream of society's speedway. Untouched, unharmed, undisturbed You pulled me from the wreck in my head And showed me the folly of carrying on With the caravan of conformity. Hand in hand we boarded the trolley. Unhindered we rode Against the grain of the "one-way" road. Now here we go On to our new home Sweet San Francisco.

Primed and Ready by DioblitaRoja, literature

Sweet Relief by DioblitaRoja, literature

She is the End by DioblitaRoja, literature

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She is the End

Still six feet under She holds no hope of getting out Of these clay walls that incase her. She sits in the corner of her cell Screaming and crying for help But is without avail With a dry, parched voice She is forced to a whisper But there is nothing left for her to say There is no one left to cry to for help. Buddha, Allah, God, Shai, Morrigan, Orthwein. They've all abandoned her. Alone, she sits, waits. Cold hungry, and scared Waiting for her end to close in. Lying down in the mug and clay Closing her eyes and stretching out her arms She prepares herself. She knows Death comes In a soft, heavy blanket Covering all sh

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Live Music Capital of the World
Favourite genre of music: I'm pretty eklectic
Favourite photographer: don't have one... yet
Operating System: Win XP
Skin of choice: flesh
Favourite cartoon character: Rainbow Brite
Personal Quote: Give me one firm spot in which to stand, and i will move the world

Favourite Visual Artist

Ragen Mandall: www.ragensart.com

Favourite Movies

Braveheart, American Beauty, Boondock Saints

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Tool, Live, Fleetwood Mac, Fiona Apple

Favourite Writers

Anne Rice

Favourite Games

Mah Jong

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Other Interests

music, books, painting, sleeping, and my wife Audi

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DioblitaRoja

Sep 11, 2005

better days

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here recently, i've been through alot of stress with school and work and lain and bills.... you get the picture.... but things are starting to look up. :) :peace::pride:

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DioblitaRoja

Sep 8, 2005

rollercoaster ride

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Things have been all over the palce lately. Almost everything you can realisticly think of has, or almost has, happened. Damned Drama! where's my little bit of peace and sanity? :frustrated: even RX sanity would be kind. :pills: oh well... all things work out for the better in the end. :peace: :pride:

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DioblitaRoja

Aug 20, 2005

Sigh - it's been a bad boy day.

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I just want to scream and toss in the towel on Lain and me. Sometimes it fells like there's just no more hope for us. I deel so defeated. I know i'm, seeing the beginning of the end, but i can't just give up - it's not in me to give up. :depressed: